evening reflections

Woke up this morning. Angry. Frustrated. Stressed out. Exhausted. Felt like throwing in the towel, run away and let the turmoil of my life settle by itself. In my mind I went through all of the sensible things I knew I could and should do in order to help myself feel better and calmer but the sheer thought of getting myself together and doing these things just made me even mor…e exhausted, miserable and angry… And then this amazing thing happened – not anything grand or extraordinary – just the day unfolding all by itself. Small pieces of the puzzle falling into place – an email, a wonderful letter, precious time with a dear friend, a conversation that helped me see things clearer, an appointment with my physiotherapist that eased my physical pain and stress, conversations with other beloved people and an interesting documentary to help me reconnect with my more optimistic self… I feel very grateful towards the generous people I have in my life and the wondrous ways of the world. Sometimes I don’t have to do as much as I think I should… Life seems to take very good care of me πŸ˜€


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